Monday, April 28, 2008

spring 2006 column.



Beads of water formed on the outside of a pitcher of ice-cold lemonade. They reflected the sunlight and made the pitcher glow as if summer itself was contained within the glass.

We spread a blanket, whose pink flowers had faded from years of sun-exposure, but the emerald grass was so long and soft that we almost didn’t need to. Lying on our backs, faces upturned and eyes squinting, we played The Cloud Game. Finding bunnies and pirate ships in the magnificent cotton balls that floated across that sea of indigo was better than any television show.

Memories like that show up in my mind with a soft haze around them, like they do in the movies. I look back on those times with such fondness that, sometimes, I find myself longing to be four years old again. It was so much simpler back then.

I wonder how I got here: this clean, well-maintained classroom with computers lining every wall. Thirteen other college students click-clacking on their keyboards, hoping this column will be able to boost their grade before the end of the semester.

Wow, the end of the semester. The end of my first year in college. I’m going to be a sophomore. But it was just last week that I received my acceptance letter! It was just yesterday that I jumped for joy at the thought of attending my dream school!

Lemonade has been replaced by coffee. Clouds have been replaced by computer screens. Blankets have been replaced by my friend’s dorm room futon because "I just need a break from studying for finals."

Her name was Sarah, and she was my first friend ever. We grew up in houses on either side of Elena Drive in a quiet neighborhood in Laguna Hills, CA. I hardly speak to Sarah anymore. The occasional obligatory email is all that remains of our almost two-decade-long friendship. My family has occupied two other houses since the one on Elena. And none of them ever felt as "homey" as that one.

Raindrops cling to my car’s windshield as I drive up the 5 freeway toward Chapman University. They reflect the surrounding landscape, holding the world within them. But the images are inverted—turned upside-down—such a different world than what it used to be.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

NEWS: seraphotography.com is live!

My website is finally finished, and I am so excited to announce its unveiling! A beautiful job was done by Advant Group, LLC, and I could not be happier! Please feel free to browse my portfolio or leave me a comment! If you are interested in beng included in my LINKS page, please let me know.
sera X

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

The Door


A flower wilts, another grows
The path leaves pebbles ‘tween my toes
A well ahead, right for a drink
My thirst is quenched, and I do think
The sun that shines so brightly there
Is pounding on my face and hair
And so I find a shady spot
Under a tree, so as not
To let it scorch with well-meaning rays
So I’ll return on other days
I lay my head down for a rest
And what has landed on my chest?
A leaf has fallen from the Oak
I dreamt it sat right up and spoke
About the wondrous sights to see
Such as the fairies lovely,
Within a world that no one knows
Except the birds and Climbing Rose
About a rainbow far away
Where, at its base, it’s joy to play…
And of all these things, I heard but one:
A secret door of fools and fun
Where Life is like a carefree game
And days are lived with no time frame
The nectar pours from everywhere
The scent of cake perfumes the air
And dancers glide with graceful ease;
Their ballrooms are the living trees
So I rose swift to my feet
And in a trance I did repeat
"I must go to this far off place"
And quickly worked to speed my pace
When I arrived and stood before
A wall of ivy that cloaked The Door
I pushed ‘til it became ajar
And happy sounds rang from afar
But blackness was all that could be seen
"I will," I thought," behold the scene
When I step inside and go explore"
And so I did, and closed The Door.


We’ve rid ourselves of another pest
She’ll not return and will never guess
That the place to which she longed to go
Will trap her forever—let no one know

Monday, April 14, 2008

[below]


I wish he didn’t light fire for ghosts. No one’s there, I said. Don’t matter, he shrugged. I wish he wouldn’t make fire for air no one there. Wish someone could see the flames licking the stone. Red orange yellow black. Hear their crackle laugh. Leaving their mark dark as night. Defecate. Their wretched beauty. No hand to warm. No heart to melt. Just nothing enjoying the death of the embers remembers. Remember when I told you what I told you. That day the fire for no one got lonely and found you. Searched for you, scouring sour roaring floor. When the fire for no one found someone you. Tickle trick peeling feel char so far. It played with you with your hair with your skin with your breath. But No One’s Fire is selfish. It steals. Stole your breath. It talked to you with its gaseous voice ebony voice stole your voice. Stole your breath. No One’s Fire.
Funeral pyre.

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

NEWS: seraphotography's April Exhibition

My work has been included in an online exhibition for Projekt30! I am very excited and honored to be a part of the showcase and hope you enjoy my photographs. Please visit the site to see all thirty artists and to vote for me in the May Exhibition of my "Angels" body of work. Thank you from the bottom of my heart to all of you who voted for me! If you would like to purchase some of my work, view my 30art site!
sera X